I dealt with the bullying shit too all through middle and high school. I’m still unfortunately dealing with it from my dad; as soon as I save enough money I am moving away from him
I dealt with that NPC shit the entire time. Like I was single digit age and didn't know anything and all the NPCs decided on sight they'd hate me when I hadn't even said or did anything yet, and then they'd swarm.
Of course, I didn't understand the NPC meme at the time, nor did I understand why everyone was gaslighting me and acting like it was my fault.
Even so, I did eventually find a solution. When someone attacked me, I'd go absolutely psycho and completely fuck their shit. This would, of course result in me getting in trouble, but that would happen anyway even if I instead sat there and took it like a cuck.
And I told them directly exactly why I did it - you were gonna demonize me regardless, so why not become a demon? Naturally, more gaslighting followed.
But you know what didn't follow? The fucker didn't attack me again. And after a few cases of that, none of the fuckers attacked me again.
Then Columbine happened and the new NPC script dropped - beware the quiet ones.
There wasn't any more fucking about meeting find out.
Though I didn't realize it until later, it was a part of what taught me that nearly everything they were "teaching" (indoctrinating me with) was a lie.
>For the enemy's world always has and always will be a world that can only compel, command, or coerce, never convince. And since manipulation requires they have something we wanted?
>Violence wasn't the answer. Violence was the question.
I dealt with the bullying shit too all through middle and high school. I’m still unfortunately dealing with it from my dad; as soon as I save enough money I am moving away from him
I dealt with that NPC shit the entire time. Like I was single digit age and didn't know anything and all the NPCs decided on sight they'd hate me when I hadn't even said or did anything yet, and then they'd swarm.
Of course, I didn't understand the NPC meme at the time, nor did I understand why everyone was gaslighting me and acting like it was my fault.
Even so, I did eventually find a solution. When someone attacked me, I'd go absolutely psycho and completely fuck their shit. This would, of course result in me getting in trouble, but that would happen anyway even if I instead sat there and took it like a cuck.
And I told them directly exactly why I did it - you were gonna demonize me regardless, so why not become a demon? Naturally, more gaslighting followed.
But you know what didn't follow? The fucker didn't attack me again. And after a few cases of that, none of the fuckers attacked me again.
Then Columbine happened and the new NPC script dropped - beware the quiet ones.
There wasn't any more fucking about meeting find out.
Though I didn't realize it until later, it was a part of what taught me that nearly everything they were "teaching" (indoctrinating me with) was a lie.
>For the enemy's world always has and always will be a world that can only compel, command, or coerce, never convince. And since manipulation requires they have something we wanted?
>Violence wasn't the answer. Violence was the question.
>And the answer... was yes.